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On September 8th an shift in the earths crust caused an earthquake which struck the Wasatch fault line. It’s no surprise that the event caused major destruction, as it was always going to. I didn’t know this but apparently in the case of an earthquake the safest place to be is inside of the mountainContinue reading “I’m sad again”

Mattering matters more then being mature On the 4 walls that surround my bed I see places that work in congruence. One painting is of a Sunday, and a bustle high full of red. Made from tiny dots so close together that they make a memory. Two pictures are reminders of my failures, but tellContinue reading “Not even the burnouts are out here anymore”

My mother reminded me two days ago that I’m very lucky to have all 4 of my grandparents still alive. I don’t feel the same way about that Worrying about my friends who are fully healthy, and checking my pulse few times a day are now a way to waste and incase some shame. becauseContinue reading “I don’t want to watch someone I love die slowly”

When I leaveStill laugh at my jokesGive the really good onesTo quiet friendsSo they can smile I want something to staySomething brightStronger then a memoryTo remind you that life is warmthAnd peaceAnd when I’m not thereYou’ll find me in the smell of cool rainy airAnd in the castle by the seaAnd you can be remindedThatContinue reading “Epitaph to England”

I keep these pictures on my phone so that when winter comes, and the sun doesn’t come out, I am reminded that it will come back. And when it’s back, it will be worth it

Heart is driving down the city streets and letting the lights warm you with their awe. Or it’s driving down the country road, keeping your car lights off because the stars are guiding your path. Heart is laying on a field, June 22nd, while listening to “On melancholy hill” with your best friend, knowing thatContinue reading “Expression”

When we had just gotten on the bus after a long day of lagoon. I put my head on the window, you did the same. These other people were walking onto the bus, I didn’t even notice them. All I heard was you humming that song, and all I could do was hum along YouContinue reading “I’ll never forget”

Every last sweet syllable hit me like a sharp stick, leaving holes all over my body So when I found out it wasn’t anything, all those holes were filled with tar At first I was interested by you curious gaze and crooked smile But now I’m stuck in your hug, and it’s getting harder andContinue reading “Phobia”

I’m antsy and anxious and bummed and broken and calculated and caducity and delirious and dragging and epiphinized and expecting and flimsy and fray And good? and gracious? and happy? and hidden? and infinite and “Ish” and jumpy and jejune? and keen and kind and listening and lanky and melancholy and mopey and new andContinue reading “I am the alphabet”