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“Sometimes you need to drive”

Is what I told myself after waisting in bed watching videos about rejecting nostalgia It came almost as strong as a prompting. I grabbed my keys, in the urgency I didn’t grab a belt, and almost forgot my shoes The outside air was cool and clean and the sky was notably clear blue, but thoseContinue reading ““Sometimes you need to drive””

Not even the burnouts are out here anymore

Mattering matters more then being mature On the 4 walls that surround my bed I see places that work in congruence. One painting is of a Sunday, and a bustle high full of red. Made from tiny dots so close together that they make a memory. Two pictures are reminders of my failures, but tellContinue reading “Not even the burnouts are out here anymore”

I don’t want to watch someone I love die slowly

My mother reminded me two days ago that I’m very lucky to have all 4 of my grandparents still alive. I don’t feel the same way about that Worrying about my friends who are fully healthy, and checking my pulse few times a day are now a way to waste and incase some shame. becauseContinue reading “I don’t want to watch someone I love die slowly”

Songs for Athena: my white elephant

For Athena I made a spotify playlist for all of her blog posts and on here I am going to lay out each song and why I picked them. 1-Introduction: Bundle of Joy (inside out). I chose bundle of joy because Your blog is so positive right from the beginning. It was always uplifting andContinue reading “Songs for Athena: my white elephant”