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Identity

My old enemy Is that me I see? Let me peruse this face. No it can’t be. Reset the scene, correct the template. Neither of me. But a vague remembrance. It’s not me, but is it a part of me. There it is, I’m sure of it. But where is… Connection No, no no noContinue reading “Identity”

I just spent 3,000 coins on Mario kart tour

Dear friend, I just spent money on Mario kart tour Meaningless coins spent on a meaningless goal And what did I use those coins for Is this what my life is widdled down to Spending money on temporary prize Instead of spending time on permanent memory Instead of listening to my friends sing at theContinue reading “I just spent 3,000 coins on Mario kart tour”

Tomorrowtoday infinityandbeyond

Tomorrow will be today, which means the beginning is starting to look like the end. The thing is, I don’t want the end to lead to a new beginning.

A Drive in the Mountains

Dear Friend, I really like driving in the mountains. Sometimes it’s best in the morning when the air is still cold enough to feel as you breathe in and out. When the tree’s and birds and stream’s and roads are all still waking up. Sometimes it’s best at dusk, when the mountain is fire. AtContinue reading “A Drive in the Mountains”

A Translucent Hat Resting Atop an Opaque Mask

I don’t really know how to respond to that. Are you o.k now? I’m good. I…. I just needed to tell someone…. Wow. I’m sorry. I really just don’t know what to say. Do the police know? Does your family know….. shit. I just don’t know what to say That’s ok. I just needed someoneContinue reading “A Translucent Hat Resting Atop an Opaque Mask”

The House

Dear friend, Accompanied by the track “The sixth station” Joe Hisaishi, the train scene from this movie, spirited away, has saved my life. I’ve felt alone. Literally who hasn’t. Wishing I could be somewhere else. Wishing I could be with someone else. Always wanting to live in tomorrow. I resented it. Believing that being aloneContinue reading “The House”

Being Alive Broken

How to breathe How to embrace How to feel How to be alive Impossible to answer. Trying to breathe with no breath is a waste of time. Attempting to keep time with no watch is a lopsided request. A paradox. Trying to know a robot, while living a human experience your whole life? Dear friend,Continue reading “Being Alive *Broken*”

Remember that sub that we had

Dear Friend, I think people try really hard to say one thing, when they mean something different entirely. So with that in mind, instead of trying to poetically weave my way through your brain and dare you to trip on that string of my thoughts, I’ll just lay out what I’m thinking. And you canContinue reading “Remember that sub that we had”